Kk kids, Ive moved my blog from here .. to … www.dizzymoogle.com
So update ur blogrolls and bookmarks (wonder if anyone has my site bookmarked?!) and go there instead .. you should because, the theme has Chii on it (dont ever search google for Chii with safe search off .. its just hentai! Gah!!) and she rocks 
.. wish I had a Persocom ..
After hearing this …
Apparently some guy found an awful cover of Knights of Cydonia by Muse … then put the actual video over it!
So anyway, I got the hospital rang up and spoke to the Junior Sister because the actual Sister is off sick!
Anyway, she said that they dont like to lose people and that she’s gonna ring me next week to see what they can do to help me.
I dont know if I wanna go back. The quack gave me a note for 4 weeks to get my head together. So Im still getting paid n all that jazz.
I’ll see what they have to say. But if I do go back, Im going on my terms. Which means less early starts and more nights.
Im not bein funny but Im not a morning person, Im really not. So night shifts would be so much better.
I mean even if I started at 8:30am instead of 7 it would be a bonus.
And I know people do.
Now Im worried that if I do go back that people are gonna think Im some sort of insane little child who cant cope with the big wide world.
Well Im sorry Im not as worldly as everyone else seems to be, but Ive lived in Lincolnshire my entire life and Ive never lived away from home properly. What do they expect?
Oh well. We live to try another day!
I actually had an amazing Birthday!!
Norm came to see me and we went out for lunch. Went shopping for a bit and ended up in the pub with a few of my friends from down here. Went back to my house for more drinks and went to sleep about 5am!
It was one of the best birthdays Ive had! So thanks everyone!
NYE was amazing too!!
Me and Norm went to Kirstie’s house to see her and Chrissy. Went to the Star and the Hart. I got very drunk and fell asleep somewhere around 2/3am!
But it was nice to hang out with them and just chill. You know?
Thanks to Ski …
Because he made my Birthday really great (not that everyone else didnt too mind you ..) but, idk, it was just nice to be with him on my day!
I just know 2008 is gonna be good for our relationship. I cant wait to see what happens. Its all gonna be amazing!
You ever feel like your entire life is going down the pan?
Thats what I feel right now.
Tho Im tryin to change all that. My job is seriously making me ill. You may not have noticed because when Im not there Im a happy person and generally I seem well enough.
Im not.
Its not like Ive been lying to your faces. In the beginning I did like the job. Its just its draining me emotionally and physically.
The stupid problems I have in my head are worse than ever. Im having random panic attacks late at night. I cant sleep for anxiety.
I feel like Ive let everyone down. Like everyones gonna think less of me now. I mean, who wants a quitter?
My parents/grandparents say they dont wanna see me ill. But Im sure they really are disapointed in me. Im pretty sure Norm is very disapointed in me, despite what he says.
I hate letting people down. I need to look after myself though. I cant go on like this.
2008 is a new start. Im sure it will be a good year. At least, I hope it will.
I yoinked this idea from Matt! So heres 2007 summed up by Me!
Best Month – May
My Nan went on holiday for two weeks and Norm came over and hung out with me. We’d only been going out a few weeks but it was a truly amazing time. He met my friends, I showed him Lincoln’s nightlife (Im sure he was as unimpressed as me!) and generally got to know each other better. I think it helped our relationship go that extra bit further in those first few weeks.
Worst Month – April
I split up with my ex and the aftermath was really awful. I fell out with Kirstie even more because of it. People said some really mean things. But I can totally understand why.
Best Party – Norms House Party in June
I didnt know Norm’s housemates and other friends all that well, infact I hadnt even met some of them, but thanks to our friend alcohol and my love of meeting new people Ive made some good friends out of it.
Plus the fact that the music was amazing and it was a nice day. Randomers from another house party turned up. All in all it was just brill!
Best Gig – Muse, Wembley Stadium 17/06/07
Its gotta be, hasnt it?
I cant put into words how good it was. I was in awe the entire time Muse were on stage! It was a brilliant venue and I wish I could go back tomow!!
2nd Best Gig – The Who, KC Stadium May 2007
I hadnt really heard that much of The Who before hand, but as it turned out I knew more than I thought. I went with Norm and we had a crazy time going there and getting back but it was a brilliant gig!
I didnt know if they would be good (seein as they’ve all got bus passes!) but I loved every second. I recommend anyone who likes them should deffinatly go and see them!
Best Night Out - Mini Otley Run
Me, Norm and MC did a mini Otley Run after Blackpool had won the playoffs! A pint in each pub, plus a trip to subway. Meeting crazy cavemen and getting shoulder rides on the way!
Also that night ended up at Izzy’s. I was the drunkest Ive ever been. I couldnt goto work the next day because I couldnt even move, let alone get the train!
Best Moment – Me, Norm and Dead Poets Society
We were sat on the sofa watching DPS and being all coupley because everyone had gone out. It was the happiest and most content Ive ever been in my life!
Best Thing About 2007 – Norm
After getting to know Norm better and him asking me out. Its been a really amazing 8 months and hes done me so much good. Ive got my feet on the ground and Ive got a really good feeling about us for 2008.
Thank You Ski
Other Good Shizz
Making up with K. Having a really good friend in George and Matt. The Chequers re-opening and seeing people Ive not seen for years because of it! Going to London with A-Soc. Getting my new job.
Other Bad Shizz
Practically losing a friend of mine for reasons I decline to say here. Being a cow to my ex. Packing up driving (again!). Not moving out of home. Mrs H dying.
So Christmas has been and gone for another year! It wasnt all that bad afterall I suppose!
Anyway, Ive been off work with a sick note from my doc this week (I go back on Sat .. My birthday!). Last week I was actually really poorly. Mon – Thurs I couldnt eat without throwing up, Fri – Sat I managed to eat but didnt throw up but still felt sick as a pig. Sunday and Monday I managed to eat without feelin sick or throwing up.
Anyway on Christmas Eve I headed down the Chequers because it seemed the thing to do. It was quite a fun and eventful night.
Christmas Day was spent with me and Stu feeling worse for wear, but we managed to get to the pub for a pre Xmas dinner drink.
Spent Christmas Day Night on the puter or watchin shite Xmas day telly!
Boxing Day I attempted to get a train. But trains are gay so I couldnt get one. I wasnt impressed!
So instead after my dinner of steak and chips Mum, Dad and me headed to the pub for one.
Went back again later to meet up with Shane, Kirstie, Navy Matt and Edd. Was a good night. Wasnt drunk or anything but we had a laugh!
Today Ive done shit all. Chrissy came round for a fag an cuppa chaa! I attempted to play Dead Rising on the Xbox360 but got scared and wasted loads of time! Then Chrissy had a go and died because he was tryin to kill zombies with a pot plant! LoL! Was quite fun tho.
But I wasnt overly impressed you couldnt just spend 3 days killing, app you have to do missions as well! Gah!!
Im off to the pub tonight to see Alex before he buggers back to Pompy. Whenever that may be!
Norms coming to see me tomow until the 2nd Jan .. and .. 2 Days til Im 22 ..!!
Or at least it is on my blog .. until the 2nd of Jan! Ha! I love it.
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Tho I kinda do and also dont want it to snow here. I love snow, but if it does then Norm might not be able to come and that would be bad.
Anyway, my Birthday in 4 days! Lets rejoyce at me turning 22!! WOotage!
Why dont we rename Christmas as ‘Annual Have a Go at Liz Day’? Because thats what it always ends up being!
Today Ive been shouted at for:
-Not eating enough
-For wanting to see my friends
-For being cold
-For sitting in someones chair (who wasnt sat in it and wasnt going to be for a while!)
-For not being cheery enough
-For getting text messages
I wanted to go round to K’s to see her and Chrissy, but I was told that I shouldnt go out on Christmas because I have to spend time with my family .. yet my brother is allowed to go off and do what he wants! Brilliant!
What about the yearly ‘Your a useless lazy idiot’ speech I get off my Uncle, Mum and Nan. Because I got kicked out of school and am going nowhere in life.
Not that they support anything I wanna do to better it, such as Uni or something. If I mention that, Im not clever enough or too lazy!
Im sure no one else spends Christmas as fucked off as I do. I sometimes wonder why I get excited by it all. Because its just this every single year! And now Im getting moaned at cos Im sitting in my room. Only to get away from the constant sniping mind …
