Im not sure what to think anymore
January 3, 2008So anyway, I got the hospital rang up and spoke to the Junior Sister because the actual Sister is off sick!
Anyway, she said that they dont like to lose people and that she’s gonna ring me next week to see what they can do to help me.
I dont know if I wanna go back. The quack gave me a note for 4 weeks to get my head together. So Im still getting paid n all that jazz.
I’ll see what they have to say. But if I do go back, Im going on my terms. Which means less early starts and more nights.
Im not bein funny but Im not a morning person, Im really not. So night shifts would be so much better.
I mean even if I started at 8:30am instead of 7 it would be a bonus.
And I know people do.
Now Im worried that if I do go back that people are gonna think Im some sort of insane little child who cant cope with the big wide world.
Well Im sorry Im not as worldly as everyone else seems to be, but Ive lived in Lincolnshire my entire life and Ive never lived away from home properly. What do they expect?
Oh well. We live to try another day!
Change in the Air 
I would be worried about that too, but I would go back Lizzie. To prove to yourself that you can do it. And if you do go back you go back with yourh ead held up high with the sense of acheivement that you went back.